Sunday, August 16, 2009

Reading Atlas Shrugged

2008.12.25

I am reading Atlas Shrugged eagerly everyday recently, eager to find every sparkling line of wisdom to breed my mind and soul. But today when I was taking down her words from the computer to my notebook I suddenly realized what intensity of thought, what length of time, what wisdom of mind are needed to come up with these conclusions or philosophy! While what am I doing now? I am doing nothing beyond opening my mouth upward and waiting for her words dropping down to feed me. I am still like a little bird who cannot feed itself, much less to fly.

I am not depressed though. I know I am integrating those character into myself each and every day. I grow stronger and stronger with everyday that passes. AR healed my emotional swing and depression that has been striking me for the past two decades. I am stronger than ever.

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