Voracious as a Black Hole

Closing the connection window with Tao on QQ, I suddenly felt that I wanted to be a better person, I wanted to learn more in a short period of time, like 24 hours, so that I would have more ideas and feelings to communicate to him tomorrow.

Left with a skull hollowed out from searching and squeezing, I felt left impotent as a jellyfish with my dry thoughts and feelings.

I felt connected.

Some part of myself was expressed, away from me. Thus some burden can be unloaded from my shoulder, and new space was left for new ideas and feelings.

That moment I felt as voracious as a black hole.

Tao taught me a lot of things. Among others, I came to a better understanding about something I agreed to a long time ago (namely, "只有同一高度的云才能相遇成雨" and "他能说各种语言，也就能和一切心灵打成一片"), and had a chance to put them into practice. By talking to him, and in constantly came to a blank mind when he asked my opinion about something he was thinking about, I felt the urgent need to learn and think about more things, so that I can be at the same plane with his mind when he is talking about something, thus understanding him more easily; better, to have some vibrations and some materials in my mind to discuss with him; and better still, if i have a much more thorough observation and clearer understanding than him.

Voracious as a black hole.